Being alone, I sat in the darkness in the place, where there were not any people who would halt my efforts. Suddenly the bright memories appeared in my mind, as bright as the day that I gained them. Many feelings filled me, but I understood that this is anger. It was not just anger, but the sense of the humans’ emotions. I felt as the adrenalin flown through my veins, my senses were heightened and time seemed to be stopped. There was the smell of electricity in the air, which put my hair on end.
The flood anger was wiped out my sight and it left only red hazed void instead of this. The energy in the air found the vessel in my body, and emotions filled me. I couldn’t deal with them, with such feelings and emotions which were higher than my mind. The feeling of euphoria appeared, and I felt myself as the night rest with the influence of energy drink added with ecstasy. The neurons in my brain seem to be more sensitive at once, and they filled my senses with the new information. There was a silence earlier, but at that time I could listen to the noise of insects, forest and fire. The air was full of the different smells, and I even couldn’t imagine about its existence. Then I stand up, stretch, look around and decide to come back home. The stones and the earth grind together in a resounding crunch which walks on the gravel. Later I go home being pleased with the result of my meditation which had been before. I feel as my soul becomes fuller, and my life is more peaceful and calm.
There are lots of people who are not pride of anything. Unfortunately, it is the true, and such people seem to be poor. These people always go to work, deal with numbers and counts, and they have nothing what is above it. They have not something what will inspire them and help to deal with their own thought and intentions. I also have no pride; I have few things which I am proud of. I am proud of albeit needing refinement spirituality. Of course, I am also prideful about my recent acceptation of the death and I am happy that now I am over it. Now I can laugh all the time, in spite of the subject of discussing. Thanks to the meditation and my work with my inner world, I am not afraid of death, and I deal with all the daily problems with patients. I learn how not to take the problems to my heart, dealing with them in proper way. I am happy that I found such amazing thing as meditation, thanks to which I really can to be the open easy-going person, who lives in accordance with yourself. This is my pride, and I am so lucky to deal with this so easily.
Being alone, I sat in the darkness in the place, where there were not any people who would halt my efforts. Suddenly the bright memories appeared in my mind, as bright as the day that I gained them. Many feelings filled me, but I understood that this is anger. It was not just anger, but the sense of the humans’ emotions.