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O’Brien says "I'd visit the war--I would kill and possibly die--because I was embarrassed to not" while describing his reason for finally deciding to go into war. This statement shows embarrassment's capacity to overpower a person's fear of war and even his drive to follow his own notions and stand up for what he believes in. O’Brien dismissed his hatred because of this particular "wrong war" along with his fear and reluctance to die because of it. He decided that he would rather fight and go simply because he could not "bear the mockery, or even the disgrace, or the patriotic ridicule" that he knew could come his way shortly after skipping city and heading for Canada. He even understood that running off and hiding, as ironic as it seems, was the strangest thing to do because it might indicate that he had stood up to what he believed in, despite the inevitable humiliation it would cause. There was a lot of pressure put on these guys who were drafted during this time period. 1 element of this pressure was society's views of masculinity. Men were likely to be jealous of the dangers of war if it meant that they would have the ability...